I love when I come across a new thought or nugget of wisdom that shakes me up. I love when I read something that calls me to question how I’m living and spending these precious hours.
Call it a wake-up call.
Or maybe call it a speed bump.
Maybe the reason I’ve welcomed fresh insight so much lately is because I’ve been feeling like I’m on a runaway train. I just. keep. going. The days start to blur. Not because they’re boring, but because they’re so full. Life is really good, and I quickly become complacent.
One thought that recently stopped me in my tracks came from Ann Voskamp’s blog. She shares, “Life is Pain — and you get to choose: either the Pain of Discipline or the Pain of Disappointment.”
Now, let go of the urge to fight the “life is pain” assertion. That’s not the point here. The point is the sharp contrast (and correlation) she draws between discipline and disappointment. This rang so true for me…
Where has your lack of discipline led to disappointment? When has discipline spared you disappointment?
Surely, you can think of some personal examples that hit home. I know I can.
I launched this blog because I enjoy writing. I like it, and I’m good at it. But all the talent in the world isn’t worth a cent if I don’t sit down and do it on a regular basis. Even when I’m not “inspired.” I remember telling someone, “I only write when I really feel compelled.” Well, maybe that’s not such a great plan. Sometimes the desire to be inspired can become a big fat excuse. Time is another one. Between work and family, where’s the time? There’s not much of it, of course, but it’s there. We just have to find it and fight for it. And not spend it on our phones and in our beds.
When I am in a writing drought, I have a nagging cloud of disappointment hanging over my head. I know I’m letting myself down. The same goes for when I know I’m not doing enough physical activity. Inertia sucks me in, and I’m disappointed in my lethargic self. We know when our potential is not being realized. We know it down in our core.
Don’t feel sorry for me… or yourself. That valley of disappointment can be exactly where we have to go to snap out of it and get to work.
What can spark that inner light? What can infuse you with some much-needed purpose and confidence? After Jesus, I’d say discipline is a good place to start.
Face the day. Re-engage with the hard things that are worth it. Reclaim the gifts and habits that bring sunshine to your soul.
You won’t be disappointed.
Sarah Weller 